Y02 November 2010' 3:21 PM
I'm so inactive in blogging nowadays. because that time i'm lagging like hell when using blogger. upload 1 pic so slow. now okay le:) going overseas soon too. Like 10 more days? so upload pic b4 i come back . if not i will have more to upload, i guess :O & recently, lots of things happen too . but of cause , wont be saying out here. lots of things. Life is getting a bit not as fun as last time. & school is getting worst :( but no choice. still have to go on , right ? :( i got no friends in sch:( its wrong to say that because i got friends in school. but we didn't talk. like in class, i'm all alone. through out the whole lesson. i wont speak a word. how boring & lonely. sometimes, left out. this wasn't wad i wanted:( but i still got 1 big whole year to suffer:( i only can blame myself, for not social enough? its like my class only got 6 girl. 1 quit. 2 always never come, however they dun mix with me too. & another 1, go school sit beside me, but always plug earpiece de. listen songs, play games. ignore me. never talk to me. den recently, she suddenly say she feel like eating alone during lunch. so i will need to join Paulyn & mates. but Paulyn got Barredy:( den i'm so left out. she wont talk to me. & i didnt get along with others mates too. people always say, GO MAKE friends with them lor. wah but so hard:( how? :'(( Guess that's my ITE life & memories. i still have to go on like that lor.. But of cause i hope something do changes:) Thanks god.
i somehow missed the last time. Last time, i hate my sec school life. i feel its boring. i feel that i only mix with 1 friend. which is Mag. i feel why only we two. if there is more people isn't it better? but now. i feel totally diff. Simple life with 1 friend, actually is much better den being alone & left out :( aiyoyo i'm so dead now. i got long way to go in ite. actually got no motivation. but for my good teacher mr chionh ba..
ME & CANDY BAOBEI!
I still feel hurt :(
i hope things get better.
i realized something not right,
in this post. but i will see ..
May God Bless me :'(
i hope things get better.
i realized something not right,
in this post. but i will see ..
May God Bless me :'(
